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My mother died.
It's horrible.
My current livejournal is pluvia, if you missed that.

Current Mood: indescribable

i love you all dammit
but if you want to read my journal add me @ pluvia
i don't like posting to people who only keep me to be polite
six years is long enough of politeness

my new journal is pluvia!
it means something like rain in latin.
i'm switching friends over slowly.
goodnight, world.
:D

i'll be making a new journal in the next few days. if you look at my calendar, i've been here for over six years! i have 247 friends, but i belive only about 30 people read this anymore. i'll keep this up here and there, but i'd like to start again. i don't even feel like i can type what i like anymore.

over six!! six (6)!!!

Current Mood: dandy

today we drove around town. i drank coffee.
had some pizza and ice cream stuff in the fremont area.
(i wonder where you lived, matt)
it was fun but i'm not so fun because i need a shot.
everything is uncomfortable gar gar gar and it's not fair to anyone.
i hate being grumpy
but oh i love the shot
i dyed my hair a dark dark red color today,
i'd cam you but i hate my breaking out face.
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and brandi is in MARY LAND forever, bless her heart!

Current Mood: should sleep now

princessbunny was right. they are going crazy in the streets!

finding out more?

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Current Mood: good

lots of survey/meme/fridayfiveness
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Current Mood: content

weekend:
lovely sleepy weekend, lots of rain. had a perfectly dennysish denny's experience. had been REALLY needing to go there for months, no idea what's wrong with me. watched every last episode of boston legal. drove all around weird northern washington. was fun - bridges, oceans, islands, ferries, all that weird new stuff.. plus some stalking of tom robbins. oh!! and did some stalking of pearl jam. found the rehearsal building for my minico.

photographic evidence:


books read this year:
Angels & Demons by Dan Brown
She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb
100 Strokes of the Brush Before Bed by Melissa P. (this shouldn't even count)

books currently being read:
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom

books to read or finish stack:
Less than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis
Neuromancer by William Gibson
Jitterbug Perfume by Tom Robbins
House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski
Naked Lunch by William S. Burroughs
She by Haggard, H. Rider
1984 by George Orwell
The Passion by Jeanette Winterson
Reasons to Live by Amy Hempel
Was by Geoff Ryman
Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card
Lullaby by Chuck Palahniuk
Life of Pi by Yann Martel

and now on to more serious matters:
Poll #653311
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is william shatner hot?

Current Mood: good! sleepy!

i love the seattle library and perfumes that smell like cotton candy.

stuff is good. i'm luckyluckyluckylucky.

happy weekend, lj friends!

good morning!
i'm going to attack the library again. read any good books lately?

three things i've been doing:
1. crocheting poorly (the first row always sucks so much)
2. mixing canada dry flavored (sparkling) waters with sprite. half sugar!
3. drinking lots of nyquil and having weirdo dreams.

oh and my mom told me i have puffy circles under my eyes in pictures. wtf. that's not fair. i'm still miserable since she told me my chin stuck out when i was 11. ):

i can't wait til 2006 and/or macworld. please make a pretty laptop for me, steve. please?

today's confession:
i have no idea how to deal with guilt
well except for not sleeping or having nightmares.
what do you do?

grandmother died this morning. i'm too far away to do anything.
ouch.

Current Mood: /:

so we bought lavender ice cream at the grocery store this weekend. i don't know what i was expecting, but probably not for it to ACTUALLY be lavender flavored. but... it really is. i had no idea lavender was a flavor. it seems like eating my soap.

sephora finally had the glittery mascara! wm faced the crazy mall area despite being all sick. i should take pictures to see if you can see the sparklies. oh and i dyed my hair a dark red color. ok maybe i will take pictures, but i'm all |: looking right now, maybe tomorrow?

it is sooooo rainy and my head hurts. my avocado is still growing. i'm so ready for the new year.
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no disasters here, everything is lovely! but thanks for checking in..

Current Mood: sparkly

i only have one at the moment. that is to put SUBJECT LINES on my subject line. it's all hard looking through five years worth of blarblar for just a little info.
what else should i do? maybe 43 things site would be inspirational. oh that's another good resolution, get inspiration. do more creative things. do even more yogayogayoga. grow an avocado. read more fun books. hey this is much easier late at night.

1. use subject lines responsibly.
2. get inspiration!
3. do more creative things
4. more yoga
5. grow an avocado
6. read more fun books

drinking less sprite would be GOOD but i'd be miserable without my refreshing taste of limon handy. i just doooonot like water. what to do? i've been trying out these canada dry flavored sparkling waters, not so bad. we'll see.

i'm having a hard time recovering some music. does anyone happen to have any josh clayton-felt? how about some golden palominos?
i've also lost all the recommended songs over the last few years, so how about suggesting some more? (:

Poll #637185 all the riches baby
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favorite song?

another favorite song?

song of the moment?

how are you doing today?

if you were words on a page...

Current Mood: up.late

my avocado seed sprouted!!!!!!!!!!!
i was starting think maybe they didn't sprout after all.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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it's a nice day outside.

Current Mood: stoked

last night's christmas party wasn't bad. i'll take free pomegranate martinis any day.

i can't decide whether or not i like six feet under. the people are such jerks, but i like the writing.

sometimes there's nothing like photobucket to brighten your regular already-wonderful seaside day.

Current Mood: heee

hawaiian food - whoa good
hair glitter - good
so much shogun - who knew?
british cop shows - warming up
local ice cream - wow
christmas shoppers - agh
christmas protesters - awesome
american psycho - still good
brandi brandi - rad
the shield - surprisingly good
brussel sprouts - semi crack
wm - super crack
mondays - ick
seattle public library - wow x 65
long elevator rides - dance parties!

Current Mood: all over